Happy Thanksgiving Paige♥  / Stacey Barrett

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING PAIGE-MARIE!!  / Mag Muoio (Angel friend )
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Amazing People!!  / Aunt Bev Mom To Angel Amanda DeSarro

I just wanted to say that I also think Paige's volleyball coach is an amazing person!! To have moved on to a new coaching position and as a result he got his new team involved in Paige's scholarship! Not only is he helping his new players realize how delicate and precious life can be...but he is also helping Paige's loved ones in their healing process!! Those who have never gone thru the tragedy of losing a child have no idea how just an encouraging word or memory of our loved one can help us when sometimes we feel we can no longer go on!! When people go out of their way to do something special to honor our loved ones it inspires us beyond what anyone can imagine!! It helps us to know our daughters will never be forgotten...which is one of our greatest fears!! Those of you who continue to show your love and support and continue to light candles really have no idea of the inspiration you are to us!!!! Thank You!!

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What caused your seizure?  / Mom

Paige                                  10-18-09

Well baby it has been a very long time since I have written a tribute on here.  It hurts to much to put my feelings into words on here.  I talk to you everyday but actually writing it down tears me up!  I cry the whole time that I am typing these.

The question of what caused your seizure goes through my mind everyday.  Yesterday on Facebook (Which is so weird that you never knew what that was.  That is just one of the so many changes in the World and life since you were stollen away.) I received a message with a video about the Gardasil Vaccine.  It is killing girls and permanently disabling so many!  Young girls just like you.  There is a website about this @ http://www.nvic.org/Vaccines-and-Diseases/hpv.aspx  I emailed a mother who lost her daughter from the Gardasil vaccine and she emailed me back and said that she believes that the Gardasil vaccine is what caused your seizure.  Which in turn caused your Arachnoid Cyst to rupture and in the end kill you.  So again I have to question myself about why I took you to get that shot.  Would you still be here if I hadn't? 

I live with the guilt everyday of not knowing something was wrong with you.  I know now looking back that two days before you had your seizure you were confused.  Confusion is a part of the Gardasil side effect. 

Oh how I wish that I wouldn't have taken you for that shot!  Just one more thing to run through my shredded mind.  My brain feels shredded!  I can't keep anything straight.  Not appointments paying bills or just little things that are important to remember.  Everyone makes fun of me for being on the computer farming or hunting eggs on Facebook.  lol  That is the only time that I'm not stressing about something that needs done.  It is my relaxation time.  My down time.  I can't remember anything anymore.  I have explained it to many people that I think the reason I don't remember things is because normally I when I had down time the things that you had to get done pick up or places I had to go would run through my mind and I would get everything straight.  Now when I have brain down time and even when I don't I'm thinking of you!!!  About how much I miss you how wrong it is that you aren't here how things have changed so much without you here who you would be today what you would be doing who you would be running with what hair style you would have how much Sierra Shane Karlee and Gavin have changed how you never got the chance to even see Grant.  I worry about Sierra and Shane forgetting so many things about you.  I run through everything everyday!  About the phone calls from Amanda and Abby that terrible day the trip to the ER then the trip to Pittsburgh Children's that whole horrible emotional roller coaster of a week there then the funeral events.  All of these thoughts are on my mind every single day!  Everything that I look at things I hear they always remind me of you in one way or another.  And Sierra.....wow let me just say that she acts sooooo much like you.  Her actions!!  She dances just like you!  I am always saying that something she did reminded me of you. 

I might be talking and laughing with people but you are always in the back of my mind!!  Always!! 

I love and miss you so much honey!!!  I would trade you places in a heart beat!!  You should have been able to live your life!!

I love you

Mom

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=o( / Richelle Miller (Friend)

I just can't stop thinking about you..I miss you more than I ever have.. It definately is not getting any easier on us.

One day I'm talking to you on the computer and the next day you're gone. Life sure can be unfair.. You really have touched so many people's hearts in your short 17 years of life.. It amazes me everyday..

I went to Cedar Point and wore you're shirt and I had soo many people stare at me and some actually asked me why I would wear a picture of myself on my shirt.. I couldn't help but laugh and just told them this is one of my best friends that was taken away from us in such a short time. =o(

I go to school in Steubenville and it never fails no matter where I'm at I either see your braclets or your magnet.. It makes me happy people still care so much about you..I know that will never change.

I just sit back and think about like what college you would be at what your major would be what halloween costume you would wear to a party just little things but mannn this sucks that we'll never know.

I know I say the same thing everytime I'm on here but there just are no words to express how I really feel.. I miss your smile your laugh your voice you goofiness..I even remember when you dated Kris and I was up at their house if you can remember lol and I remember you said Hi to me and that was the first time I met you and you guys was leaving and he just gave you a piggy back ride to your car and you just laughed.. How I wish we could have those days back..

Just know I'm thinking about you everyday.. I love and miss you Paige!

You're my little angel * --

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Surprised your parents  / Walter And Faith Anchors (Friends)
Hey Paige. I know you were looking down Tues nite on us and smiling to see your parent's faces when my girls help contribute to your scholarship fund! A very memorable night! Close

Another Volleyball Season  / Walter Anchors (Friend/Coach)
Paige. Another volleyball season has begun. Even though I am no longer @ BL I think of you always. You STILL drive me to do the best I can. Meibe I will make a difference here. Boy have I got a surprise for your family! Love and miss you always. Coach Anchors Close

Always remembering You precious angel Paige  / Terri♥Mom 2. Angel Brent Bowden

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missing you  / Liza Price (Friends.)
Still so hard that your not here with us. I read one of your moms tributes about how she thought we would have moved on with our lives without you by now and forgotten about you. We will never be able to move on from losing you Paige. you are still in everyones hearts everyday. Its funny when everyone comes home and sees each other you're still part of the conversations. Someone your name is always brought up. It goes to show what an amazing person you were and your mom and family should be so proud of who you were and how much you mean to everyone still 2 years later. you are greatly missed everyday. keep watching over everyone and keep us all safe. I love you Close

Pictures of you......  / Mom

Paige                                                 7-23-09

Here we are at 2 years and 1 month.......I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

I did something so stupid tonight!  I have saved your pictures on the memory cards forever now and tonight decided that Sierra and I needed to have two to take with us to CA this weekend so I transferred all of your pictures to a CD.  I checked and rechecked the CD to make sure that they were on there.  They were!  So I deleted everything off of the SD card.  Then I got some type of error and I lost everything on the CD.  Of course I had already erased the memory card!!!!  I have been crying for three hours straight!!!

I just can't believe that I did that!  What happened?  First I lost the video of you at Prom a few months after you died and now this????  These things are all I have left of you and then I lose them????

I miss you so much baby!!!  Stay close to Sierra and I while we go to CA to visit Janice John and Alex!  I wish more than anything that you were going with us!

I love you baby!

Mom

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Found your balloon in our Pgh PA garden 7/1/09  / PAM
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I MISS YOU  / Kacey Plumm (friend)

You are on my mind every day. sorry i havent got to come see you much we have been so busy but i will soon. a song came on the radio two days ago from 98 degrees it brought back so many memories of us. Such as when we used to pretend that we were married to one of the guys from this band and would sing there songs in your basement oh my we were silly . every childhood memorie is with you . Caleb is sitting on my lab and he seen a pic of you and he asked mom who that still learning to talk . I just started crying its so sad he never got to meet you . I love you and will come see you soon...

 

Love, Kacey

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I MISS YOU PAIGE!!  / Angelica Scarabino (Friends Forever )

Hey Paige!

I miss you so much!! I want you back here on

earth with all of us!  The day before your 2

year anniversary I went to arby's and Miggie

was there! We were talking about how

beautiful you are and how much you mean to

us! I spotted your grave when we looked

through the window and it was the prettiest

grave there! I miss eating at crickster's with

you and your family=[ Keep watching over us

and I love you!

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2 years later.....  / Mom

Paige,                                                    6-23-09

2 years since saying goodbye to you.......well actually we wouldn't tell you goodbye and wouldn't let Sierra and Shane say it either.  We said, "see you later".  Well it is later and I sure wish I could see you honey! 

Today has been a rough day but didn't end up being as hard as I expected because I got to hang out with some of your friends.  They are all sooo funny!  Alana is pregnant!  Can you believe that?  Scary huh?  She should not be allowed to drive with the baby in the car!  lol  She still hasn't came to the house since losing you.  She can't do it.  She drives by almost daily and still can't come down here to the house.  I'm sure there are alot of your friends that can't do it and probably never will.  I would love it if they would all come and visit when they have time!  I miss all of them sooo much!

It has been 2 years and the pain in my heart and sick feeling in the pit of my stomach is still just the same as it was 2 years ago and I know that in 20 years it will still be there!  Those feelings will never go away!

I miss you more and more everyday!  Each new day takes me further and further away from you!  I hate it!

We are getting ready to go to the beach and we were laughing about some vacation stories tonight with Alana and Amanda.  We had so many good times and a few big fights.  lol

I wish that I could change things.......if only I had one wish........

I love & miss you baby!

Mom

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Two young ladies taken too soon.  / Tina ~. Mom To Angel Paige Haney (family friend )
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Message to Paige and her Family  / Juli Tice (Friend)

Paige, 

You and your family are never far from my thoughts.  I know there hasn't been one time in the last two years that I haven't thought of you as I drive through Calcutta to my house.

My heart aches for you and your whole family.  I hope you can see how beautiful Sierra is and how big Shane is getting.  Karlee is so much like your Aunt Traci it is awesome! 

Please know you are loved and missed more than ever!

Love,

Juli

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2 years today =(  / Richelle Miller (Friend)

Hey Paige,

    I can't believe it has been two years ago today that you was taken away from us... I really hate the month of June.. for your simple fact and my paps.. This past week really has been hard and it sucked! I really miss you so much Paige, I can't even explain it.. I will tell you life sure isn't the same without you around.. I miss hearing your voice and talking to you and seeing your beautiful smiling face.

Send strength to your family on this horrible day..

Just know Paige, I always am thinking about you everyday and I miss you more than you think you know..

You're my little angel!

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Remembrance / Grandma Lu &. Pappy Rich (grandparents)

Remembrance is a gold chain

Death tries to break, but all in vain.

To have, to hold, and then to part

It's the greatest sorrow of one's heart.

The years may wipe out many things

But some they wipe out never.

Like memories of those happy times

When we were all together.

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Two years too long!!!!  / Stacey Barrett

Hey Paige..Just wanted to stop by and tell you I'm thinking of you!!!I'm so sorry for what has happened to you and your family..I can't even imagine the broken hearts they have not having you..I still can't even believe that you are gone..Or that it has been 2 years..Stay close to your mom..She needs to feel you with her..I know today will be a hard day for her..I love you Paige!!!!!

Dana, You know I have told you so many times how GREAT you are for being the kind of mother you were to Paige and how you are making sure you keep her memory alive..I can't even start to imagine what you are going through everyday..I know today will bring back those horrible memories on this day..Stay strong and know Paige is with you every minute of everyday..She is looking down so proud of you..You never gave up on her and you are doing a WONDERFUL job at making sure that NO ONE forgets her and all she was..I look up to you and Bev..Two of the most amazing mothers and the strength you have given your angels..I love you Dana..Stay strong not only for your family but also for Paige..I will keep you both in my thoughts today..

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So Sad!!♥  / Aunt Bev Mom 2. Angel Amanda DeSarro

Dana, I'm bumming right now...I am so sad and angry that God chose our girls to take away! I got on the sites as usual tonight, but listened to the music, which I don't usually do...that did it for me, it makes me so depressed I can't stand it!! The pain of losing a child never goes away, contrary to what everyone thinks.  We just learn to hide the pain...we keep it buried down deep inside where most cannot see it!! The pain goes so deep its hard for anyone to understand, unless you've experienced losing a child! The pain is life shattering and life altering...It changes the way you look at the world...life...everything! My thoughts are with you today, tonight, & tomorrow...I didn't sleep for days before Amanda's anniversary! Its like you relive the nightmare over and over in your head until it literally makes you sick! Stay strong and try to think of happy memories! I hate to use cliches with you, but we are truly blessed to have had such beautiful girls who have influenced and inspired so many people in our community! We were chosen by God, to raise young angels!

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