christmas / Lindsey Mcpherson (family friend )
i miss you.and i hope your family has a good christmas.and i hope your bear from build a bear turns out all most as wonderful as you. <3 Close

MERRY CHRISTMAS PAIGE MARIE  / Mag Muoio Nanny To Angel Jared Klein
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Miss your randomnesssss!  / Jessica Baldwin (Friend<3)

Soooo Paige, I have waaay too much time on my hands with having the flu and all, so what do I do? Get on myspace. I don't even really like it anymore, I think it's kind of annoying, anyways..

I was getting on to delete some old comments b/c there is waaay too many on there.. and I just wanted to let you know, out of all the things God blessed you with, "Random" was deff. on the top in your personality! Haha..

Here are some comments:

 

I miss you, love you.

orrrrr

OMG A$$wipe love and miss you. we need to get together again, crazy mems, "I ain't evaa scared, wow.

orrrr the best is when you yell at me:

Hey skank I commented you TWO days ago telling you to call me and you never did! love you!

 

(All of them by the way out of no where, which makes my random-ness point) lol

 

The last one I got was "I love you, Bitch" in April.

I miss always getting them on holidays too :( There's been too many holidays without you already.

I'm kind of blurting and not getting anywhere, but I'm sick and have been bored out of my mind, lol.. the point though is..

You were so random, but such a fun and loving person. You always made me smile, and even to this day, just reading these comments, even though they are bitter sweet, I'm happy just knowing that we were good friends and we had some fun times. I miss you a lot, its really not fair.

Goodnight, "The Bit*h"

Love, "A$$ wipe"

 

only you would understand, paige :)

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Merry Christmas from Heaven Poem  / Kevin McNicol (Friend)

 

Dana and Rich. You are in my thought and prayers this holiday season.

 

I still hear the songs

I still see the lights

I still feel your love

on cold wintery nights.

I still share your hopes

and all of your cares

I'll even remind you

to please say your prayers.

I just want to tell you

you still make me proud

You stand head and shoulders

above all the crowd.

Keep trying each moment

to saty in his grace

I came here before you

to help set your place.

You don't hav to be

perfect all of the time

He forgivesyou slip

if you continue to climb.

To my family and friends

please be thankful today

I'm still close beside you

in a new special way.

I love you all dearly

now don't shed a tear

Cause I'm spending

Christmas with Jesus this year. By John Mooney

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Our 2nd Christmas without you...  / Mom

Paige,                                                  12-16-08

Christmas keeps coming and I feel like I am running from it.  Last year I was still so numb and I made it through it better than expected.  Well....this year I am not numb....and it hurts so bad not having you here with us!

This Thanksgiving was worse than last year for me and I know that Christmas will be.  Rich and Shane put the tree up and put the bulbs on it.  Sierra and I were suppose to finish it.  It has been sitting like that for over two weeks.  I have no desire to do it.  Rich started finishing it on Sunday so I helped him.  Everything is such a chore anymore.  The house is such a mess anymore.  Not that it was ever perfect but I don't care if it is a mess.  I just walk right past the mail and papers piled up on the bar.  I just think that I will get it later.  I hate paying bills.  I never liked it before but it seems like I pay everything late now because I don't want to sit down and concentrate on it.

I just miss you so much and I still can't believe that you won't be coming home again....EVER!  When we get signs it helps us for a short time but that just isn't enough.

I want to hug you, kiss you, smell you and most of all just be able to sit down and talk about what you did the night before or what you are doing that day. 

I wonder every day what you would be doing at that time.  Would you still be going to college for dental or would you have changed your major.  Who would you be dating or would you and Kris have made it.  You loved him so much.  I have always been thankful that you found him and experienced that kind of love.

You would love watching Shane and Sierra playing ball.  They are both doing great!  I could just hear you in the stands screaming.  Every game I find myself thinking about what you would be saying about a play that they did well or screwed up.  It is so unfair that they have to go the rest of their lives without their big sister.  Everyone was cheated out of having you with them!

I hate that we can't change any of this we just have to live with it.  Live miserable without you here!  It is just so damn unfair!

I don't write tributes on here as much as I used to because it hurts so much putting this stuff in writing and I sit and cry the whole time.  I cry everyday but "really" cry doing these.

Please stay close to me and give me strength to be able to keep going for Shane and Sierra.  Please come to me in my dreams so that we can talk and hug!

I love and miss you more every second that goes by without you!

Mom

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Love and Miss you!  / Tara Evanko (Stewart) (Friend)
It's been such a long time since I have written to you on here. I try to light a candle every so often when I'm on here. It's just hard to write one of these, mainly because I still really don't know what to say. Well, I got married in October. You would have been saying, "finally." I stop to think about what my life is like and how you will never get to experience what I am. You won't get to have a job, get married, have children, and watch them grow up. I feel terrible for you and your family. It's unfair that God took you so young. You really never even got to experience life and what it has to offer. But the only thing that seems to make sense of it all is that God had a bigger plan for you in heaven then he did for you on earth.

I just hope that you will continue to watch over your family. It will be their second Christmas without you. I couldn't imagine how hard it is for them. I'm really going to try and make it over to visit you soon before the snow hits hard! I'm sure your Christmas in heaven is beautiful!

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Miss you  / Lacy Ramsey (Friend)

Paige Marie i love you girl. We all Miss you so much. when i went up to kent last weekend with jayna we were at lunch w all our new friends talkin and you were brought up. all me and jayna could do was laugh bc it was sumthin you said to jayna a long time ago.lol but im not goin to bust you out on it..lol but all we could do was laugh.. i miss you so much but my dreams help me i love em. i wish you were here w all of us. =(

Miss you baby girl..

 

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MERRY CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN PAIGE  / Terri♥Mom To Angel Brent Bowden


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My Dream..  / Jessica Baldwin (Friend<3)
So I have been really stressed out. A few of my friends and I got into a HUGE fight, there was a lot of crying, and I went to bed the night it happened, I felt so, so, SO alone.

I never expected to have a dream about you, Paige. I only had one dream so far where you were actually in my dream.

Well, the dream was your mom Dana, and some of your friends were walking this country side to this place that we were going to watch movies about your life, and slide show pictures..

Well, I was sitting by your mom, and I was crying on her shoulder and told her that it wasn't fair that you were gone, and I didn't understand it..

Your mom leaned on me and said nothing's fair, and He has a plan..

And all of a sudden you were standing there and told me everything was going to be okay, and right after that I woke up or something, b/c that is the last thing I remember?

I don't know if it was just coincidence, or what, but Paige, that dream helped me out, and I felt like you were there for me and I wasn't alone.

Paige, I keep praying for you, and I think about you constantly.. I miss you so much :(
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Christmas / Aunt Traci

We miss and love you so much!!!

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Thinking of you and your family!  / Lori Buckel

 

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Just A Quick Story  / Sandy Nyenhuis (Jacob's Mom )

I was going through some pictures on my computer the other day and came across a really nice one with a flower on it, so I clicked on it to open it up.  There on my screen was a beautiful picture of your Paige!  One time when I stopped by this site, I must have copied one of your Imikimi pictures because I liked it so much.  Of course, it had Paige's picture in it, but I had intended to recreate it at Imikimi with Jacob's picture.  Just hadn't gotten around to it yet.  What a sweet blessing though to see your beautiful daughter's face!

I am so impressed by the way you have taken the horrible loss of Paige and turned so much of that energy into positive action.  I know Paige is proud of all that you are doing in honor and memory of her.  The scholarship is a beautiful way to carry on her legacy.  It is a double tragedy to have lost both Paige and her cousin Amanda, but both of their lives are still having a huge impact on this  world because of their amazing mothers, family and friends.  Bless you all!!!

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Happy Thanksgiving?  / Mom

WE ALL LOVE & MISS YOU PAIGE!

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Thanksgiving / Aunt Traci &. Karlee

 

 

 

We miss you so MUCH!!

Loving you ALWAYS!!!

Aunt Traci

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Our Precious Angels  / Terri♥Mom To Angel Brent Bowden


Dear Dana & family,

In memory of our precious angels I made a graphic for Brent's site that I wanted to share with you. I hope you like it and don't mind that I put Paige's beautiful picture on Brent's page.
All these angels have taken a place in my heart along with their special families.
Hope you have a safe and peaceful holiday season.

Love & friendship,
Terri
Proud Mom to angel Brent Bowden

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Pasta Dinner  / Mom

Paige,                                         11-24-08

Tonight was another huge success!  We served 300 dinners.  Last year we served 580 but we knew not to expect that many this year.  With all of your friends in college and their families not coming.  Some of your friends made the drive back for it though along with the ones going to school here in town.  Tonight ended up being Meet the Team night for the girls and boys basketball at the high school and that hurt us.

We were pleased with the turn out though.  Wasn't near as crazy as last year and we didn't run out of food like last year.  lol  All I ate last year was lettuce.  lol 

We made $2000 between the dinner, 50/50 and the Chinese Auction.  We also made $300 or $400 on the Paige stuff that we were selling.  I don't know the exact count of course because I didn't know what we started with.  Leave it to me to be organized.  lol

I wish so much that we weren't doing any of this and you were still here with us!  I would trade you places if I could in a minute.  You should have been allowed to live your life!  I hate this!!

I love and miss you so much baby!

Mom

Thanks to everyone who donated desserts and worked so hard to make tonight a big success!  We couldn't do it without all of you!

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Balloon tag  / Jaimie Provident (Balloon Finder )

Hello,

My name is Jaimie, my mother Lisa and I found a string and tag of a memory balloon. We found it on 11/18/08. The strangest part was that we found it while visiting the grave of my Grandmother who's name is Marie (ironic it's also Paige's middle name), the tag was actually stuck to my grandmother's name on the headstone.  The location was at the Calvary Cemetery in Pittsburgh, PA off of Hazelwood Avenue.

If I may ask, when was this balloon released and where was it released?

It gave me chills, my mom said "Well maybe they're friends up in heaven and that's why we found it."  My grandmother passed 13 years ago, perhaps your Paige brought new light to her in heaven.

I hope you are well and I hope to hear back from you.

Jaimie

jaimielee521@yahoo.com 

 

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17 months  / Rich Step Daddy Dearest

It's been 17 months. I miss you so much. We went to the Cincinnati - Pitt football game lastnight. You would've loved it. Adam and Wolfe put on a show. We were able to hang out with them a little after the game. I would've probably had to pull you away from all of the "hot" players. I wish so much that it would've been the "5" of us that went down there. Thanks for sending some dreams to your mom the other night, it mean't so much to her. So how about a couple more for her? Oh, by the way, you can quit playing your little games with me too. I know that you're cracking up, seeing me act like a little kid wondering what in the heck is happening.

                                      Love ya kid,

                                         Rich            

 

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Had 2 dreams about you!  / Mom

Paige,                                        11-20-08

Thank you for the dreams!!  I had two last night.  Unfortunately I only remember bits and pieces of them.  What I do remember about the second one was:  I was sitting in the lounge chair in the living room and you walked in bouncing.  I looked up and you were standing in the doorway looking at me and smiling.  I jumped up and was soooo happy to see you!  You had your hair up in a messy pony tail, had a great tan and your brown Ocean City hoodie on.  You looked so happy and beautiful!  I grabbed you and kept hugging you, smelling you (weird I know but anyone who has lost a loved one knows what I mean) and gave you a big kiss and told you that I loved you!  We talked for a while but I don't remember anything else about it.  I woke up with a smile on my face and could still feel what it was like to hold you in my arms and the feeling of your skin.  I forgot those things long ago.  It was so nice holding you in my arms!

I hate this so much baby!  I want to hold and kiss you for real!  I miss just talking to you.  I miss every little thing about you.  Even your messy room and lazy ways!  lol 

The holidays are coming up again without you.  My life will never be the same without you here in my life and I know that it can't be.  I loved the dream but it isn't what I truly wanted.  I can't have what I truly want anymore. 

When you see falling stars and you are supposed to make a wish.  I don't make wishes anymore.  I always wished for my kids to be healthy and that didn't happen!  Why waste my time.

Stay close to me baby!  I'll take the dreams because that is the only way to be able to talk, hold and kiss you again.  Which is sooooo wrong!!!

I love and miss you so much honey!

Mom

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THINKING OF YOU  / THE FAMILY OF BRENT BOWDEN
OPEN UP TO SEE!!
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